There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding".
A little knowledge behind every "I don't know"
A little emotion behind every "I don't care"
And a little pain behind every "it's okay"

I want to be the girl he is up all night thinking about & the girl that he’s telling his guys about saying, “I think I love her.”

BEEF AND CLOMA

Ooops sorry baby it's just you're a little on the heavy side...

Watching........What Happens In Vegas with Beeefie! :D

I'm gonna go now BYE

If you could wish for any 3 things, what would they be? ;v

I would wish for a lovely boyfriend, no gcses (i'd just get a*'s without doing anything) and to meet Zachary Levi :)

How original

The Sweetest Thing

Aw its at the cute part where the main guy and the main girl are getting all cute and she likes him and he likes her and its all very very cute, basically!

Recommended I buy moose

I'm hanging with Grace Cooper...
Listening to Back to You by John Mayer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvUhaZ-Mxrs recommended by @rogers92 on dailybooth!

I'm looking forward to tonight cause we have soo much time to do stuff like watch movies and dailybooth and blog and just have a general LOL so yeah exciting.
And then tomorrow I'm seeing Bee and I've not seen her in ages so I'm very excited hehe and then we may go to the cinema or summin and she's sleeping over :) and then Sunday packing and Coop may be over again and then Monday I'm going to Cornwall way hay

Got my hair cut today in town and they recommended I buy moose for the layers at the back hehe more shopping yay  :) and I think my asthmas getting better :)

SEE YA

Hehehe 150th post, cool!

150th post, oh yeah!

Rock on, for this whole post I'll talk in LARGE :D


Basically I can be very vicious and scary via text so I basically told them to leave me alone :)
Going to bed now, luvagee! Changed my background again though first. There won't be any left when I'm done!

WEIRD TXT

I've finished my Biology Investigation ahhh relief the final thing to tick off on my to-do list :) Blissfullness mmhmm


Oh my god someone texted my saying 'who is this' and I'm saved as freak on their phone and ugh

STILL NEED TO DO MY BIOLOGY

YEAH SO I've done all my graphs...
I still need to do so much so I'm gonna try and get back into it soon, but I've just been on dailybooth/tumblr for AGESSSSS hehe so yeah auahgfklb I'll give myself til quarter to 8 and then I'll start again until big brother and I still have all of tomorrow night and if I'm still not done by then I'll stay in for an hour after school on Tuesday cause I really don't mind. HEHEEHHEH

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me, 

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car, 

I hate it when you stare. 

I hate your big dumb combat boots 

and the way you read my mind. 

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme. 

I hate the way you're always right, 

I hate it when you lie. 

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry. 

I hate it when you're not around, 

and the fact that you didn't call. 

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, 

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all. 

I'll swallow one and get infected

I hate it when Twitter is over capacitative or whatever it's called!

I'm about to start on Biology for the day, so that means no daily booth, no look book, no facebook and no blogging until I'd say 7pm. Then I can blog again, and try and sort out my stuff for tomorrow, (such as wellies, waterproofs, packed lunch etc :)

Oh yay joy fun love. I'm so happy with my new clothes, and I'm also very tired... This may be a problem this afternoon.
My Grandma and Grandad are round and we went to the Plough for lunch, mmhmm but I had cod (AND FOUND BONES) and as soon as I find bones in fish I can't eat it any more cause I'm scared I'll swallow one and I'll get infected. Especially now that I've had food poisoning I'm more wary of what I eat (which is only really ever toast atm). So yeah, better get started, toodle pip!

Mario was naked on BB tonight ♥

Today was lovely.
I woke up at 9am ish next to Lozzle...Coop and Smoaf were on the other side of the double bed. Yes, there were four in the bed. It was a tight squeeze but we made it work.
I'm going to bed now. I'm exausted I did so much work (lol) well I finished my graphs, by like 8.30pm sooooo proud.
G'night!

Photo Booth time, okay!

Shall we have a picture booth time? Okay!

I went to town today, and my mummy brought me some lovely clothes! This is one of the tops/jumpers. It has a penguin on it :) And it's very cute. Looking forward to wearing it ALL the time in Cornwall..

I don't know what I'm doing in this photo but I think it's really bootiful. You can still see the tag on the jacket cause I've not taken it off yet... I got this from a vintage shop in town :)

Hey Miss.Posey! Gosh I'm such a poserrrrrrr, I'm really not like this at ALL in real life, I look so ugly every day. In fact I only ever really wear make up if I'm going to take photos....Lol tha'ts how gay my life is. SO BASICALLY these photos sum up my day of clothes yay

Silence is golden but shouting is fun

I swear when pretty people realise they're pretty it makes them less attractive.... One of my friends said that to me the other day, but I can't remember who.

I just fed Harvey most of MY toast for MY dinner. Goodness he's as greedy and lazy as his big sister :) hehe I'm going to finish off the graphs for biology and then call it a day...Maybe shower (as I haven't in two days) and take a nice dailybooth....But I'm still un-decided so I'll leave that one for later.

Mmm just burped...Tastes of toast. HEHHEHEHE I'm so disgusting its lovely.

Was at Coops house yesterday with Lozzle and Smoaf <3 Lozzle is like my mummy she really is! Anyway, I'm gonna try and finish these graphs by 9pm so that I have time to watch Big Brother and then chillax for the evening.......Sounds like a planie wannie.

Watching Waterloo Road hehe

Today I realised my dad laughs like Elmo from Sesame Street..........LOL

And that my ideal guy is a combination between Mario off BB, Seth Cohen/Adam Brody and Chuck Bartowski, who is my actual life! I'm so excited about Cornwall now I'm going on the 26th July and I hope that I can watch the O.C all the time :D YAYAYAYAAYAYAY

Poo in my eye.

I just poked myself in the eye with my mascara brush wa I want to cry it is hurting and all red. Poo in my eye.

I'm so nervous for my French Writing today at lunch :s ahh

OMG I am in love with Mario from Big Brother

AW BIG BROTHER

Big Brother is so funny and cute aw Josie and John James keep fighting and he has to say three things about Josie that he loves. Josie

• Loves the way he looks
• Thinks hes funny
• He's sensitive

and John James is lovely, and Josie is going oonnnnn and ooonnn lol she said 8 things. John James loves...

• She's funny
• I guess one of the things I like about her is she doesn't take things seriously
• She does my washing every day... I guess

Haha lol different...Yeah. 

She's like the best

• I'm hungry 
• I miss bebo and myspace
• Infact, I miss year 7, 8 and 9 in general
• Realised I will always always always have a soft spot for a certain someone and I think Lauren or Grace will no who, if they don't.......clue: um soz actually no clue
• I just added loads of piccies to myspace and bebo to update it for no apparent reason.. Blah 
• I'm feeling fine atm but I've been in bed all day
• Soooooo my French teachers last day Thursday and I might not even be in the lesson, and I love her so much! She's like the best 
• Anyway, gonna go eat some food, bye!

Seth and the baby were no where to be seen

I had a dream I was on a mission with Seth Cohen/ Chuck Bartowski (I know yay exciting) and so we got in this extremely cool car and it was silver and flashy and wow. And for some reason there was a baby with us and it was odd but I liked it.

Then we were taken to this sewer place and I followed Seth...and the baby lol. Then I got lost for some reason and saw this man who looked like the ice cream man on the second last episode of the last episode of the O.C (you know? The earthquake one...where they all like die for a bit) hehe well not really but yeh and he had this funny hat on (OMG NEED TO LOOK AT HATS ON  E BAY!!!!!!!!!!) and was like controlling the sewers and I think he had a bomb so cause Seth and the baby were no where to be seen I was like hmm hmm

SO I got those float things that you get at the swimming pools, the long sausage shaped ones, tied them over my body and climbed up out and he was like muhhhaa ur gunna die.... and I was like mwhhahaha no I'm not you're stupid just cause you have a bomb...I have magic floats and I'll survive and you won't....And then I'm not sure what happened I think I jumped from like three levels onto him and fell onto the lever thing that controls the sewers then I woke up and Seth didn't kiss me....

In ALL my romance (or in this case action) dreams, the main guy always kisses me..... Like this biker guy in my year 7 dream (don't wanna actually say his name cause he's a real person who I actually know). Like Michael Buble, like Zachary Levi, like Jesse McCartney, like Adam Garcia..........Yeah I know I get around in my dreams....

LONG POST TODAY there will be more to come cause of my tummy pains and my very sad mood.......... Doubt I'll be in school tomorrow either headache :(

Picture of the day

This is a breakthrough moment for me

Hello
Gosh I'm feeling so much better today.

Started writing out my French and I'm printing out my English later and carrying on with Biology. Relief that I didn't have to hand it in today. It's raining also, which I'm very pleased about because it means I don't have to worry about my asthma too much... Heat brings it on lol unlucky for some but I hate summer, in fact I'm almost certain I have Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder hehe.

Healing rain is a real touch from God. It could be physical healing or emotional or whatever.  

Nice little quote from Michael Smith there. Don't know who he is but I'm feeling better now and it's the first day it's rained since I've been ill, so this is a breakthrough moment for me...Don't you think? I also think nature needs to soak up some nourishment :)

Anyway was gonna mention yesterday that I really like this dress but it slipped my mind. It's on sale! £20 defo a bargin hehehe I want it!

But I'm gonna go do some French now, au revior mes aime!

He just spit out the oyster!

Hello blog...

Been a very odd day today. I'm watching Alan Carr now :)

So basically, I woke up at 10am feeling okay and then got really ill. Then I tried to get up and do stuff like my Biology Investigation and my French writing, and my English speaking....And my Business report. BUT OH NO I got ill again, a lot... Throughout the course of the day. So I cried for a bit to my mum..All girls need a little cry to there mummy, its just normal...

Then! I got reeeeaally sad. But then I felt okay. And then I felt really bad again and then I felt soooo happy it was really weird. Ew Alan Carr is eating oysters, and he just spit out the oyster! Ew I think I might be getting ill again....OKAY MY QUEUE TO LEAVE

Love, 

               x

And the world around us won't stop turning tonight

I'm so ill I just want to cry all the time
It's so hot and my chest feels like its cramping up cause I'm coughing all the time. SDGhbfjDAB|B R F


I'M SO ANGRY

:(

Missing Eclipse waa

My bed smells ill.
It's really depressing. And I don't like it.

Lauren called me earlier, she's so lovely. She asked if I'd be going to see Eclipse tomorrow but I won't cause my dad thinks being ill all week and then going out friday night is silly, waa :( I spose he's right but meh :(

I missss Loren n Grak :'(

Sums up my weekend

Haven't blogged since Thursday so I'll sum up my weekend

Friday - Ill stayed home and slept
Saturday - Did some work went to a friends in the evening
Sunday - T4

Sadly didn't enjoy it as much as I first thought, firstly cause my best friend Grace wasn't there and secondly cause I was ill with far to many messed up things wrong with meh. Ah well

Monday - Ill again stayed home and slept, French Homestay people (Soph Bex and Laura) got back home, missed them so much can't wait til I'm officially better and can see them properly!
Tuesday - Ill again staying home trying to get my French inside my head

Like a little girl cries in the face of a monster

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable

So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up And 
like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up And 
like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
is there anyone out there cuz its gettin harder and harder to breathe 

Should be doing my English Speaking

can you honestly say you know a very cute guy?
Yes I can hehe 
Have you ever made someone feel bad?
Um maybe?

Are you pleased with your current lifestyle?
Yes and no
Do you wish it was Friday?
It's Friday tomorrow, but no I don't, I wish it were Sunday!


How many straightening irons do you own?
None
Right now, is there a person you can rely on one hundred percent?
Yesss
Are you aloud to stay out past ten?
Er dependss
If you could go back in time, would you?
Hmm nope unless it was like to 1980's
Thinking back, are there people you have no idea why you hung out with them?
YES AHAHA 

Who was the last person you had a conversation with? about?
Courtney about seahorses
Will your next hug take place within less than 3 hours?
Depends 
What was the last drink you consumed?
Water, cause i'm a water baby
Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
Yeah :( 
Are you tanned?
Luckily I am at the mo :)

Who is in the house with you?
Sissy, mumma and papa
Who do you sit next to in your second period class?
Tomorrow? Second period? Either Tigs or Iona and Sophsoph
Ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Hahahaa yes
What were you doing at 9:30 last night?
Gettin' redi 4 bb
What time did you go to sleep last night?
er 11/12ish
When a conversation dies, do you try to think of more things to say?
No
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
My aunty in Singapore
Think back six months ago, were you single?
No
When is the next time you will kiss someone?
I dunah
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
Probs my mum
What are you listening to right now?
I'm bo yo
When was the last time you were on the phone after 2 AM?
God knows
Who sits behind you in English?
The wall
Last week, were you happy? Why?
Um yes and no, work experience 

Do you need to say anything to someone?
ErrRRRrrrRR
Ever been lied to someone you thought would never lie to you
Yes.
Are you starting to realize anything?
A couple things
Have you ever fainted on the bathroom floor?
No don't be stupid I'm not that melodramatic 
Do you like your life as of now?
DEFO
Where was your default picture taken?
On the way to Namma Bay in Egypt in Easterr
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Depends but I sposee so
Do you prefer to call or text?
Depends 
What bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine
When is your birthday?
18th feb
Night out or night in?
Night in by myself
Can you easily tell if someone is fake?
No I find it really hard to read people but I'm learing
What time did you wake up? Do you wish you could have slept in longer?
6.30 or 7.10 and yess
How are you feeling physically? Emotionally?
Not good, good
Are you happy with the way things are going?
YEAH
What would your reaction be if your partner cheated on you?
Kill them
Who did you hangout with in the last three days?
Myself
What is something you currently want?
:$
Will the last person you kissed, be the next person you kiss?
I hope not
What did you do Saturday?
Lozzle came round
What are your plans for tomorrow?
Noffin
Would you rather date someone who is extremely protective or not protective at all?
Both

Where do you want to go to college?
* University and not sure
Do you prefer drawing or painting? Any particular reason why?
Both depends what moood I'm in 
Do you prefer travelling alone or with people?
With peeps

What was the last book you read?
A really good book which I've forgotten the name of
When dating someone, do you try to think about the here-and-now, or do you often think about the future?
Future, sadly
how do you feel about long-distance relationships?
They're stupid

Do you think you're more serious or more silly?
Silly, ofc
Do you believe in adoption?
Yes
Are you more comfortable around the same sex or the opposite sex?
Depennddss
How many people know your deepest, darkest secret?
No one
Do you own a mixed CD that's purely acoustic?
Nah
Look in your inbox in your phone who do you have texts from?
mum, sophie

Do you lose interest in people easily?
Yes
Will you ever get a tattoo?
NAH
Do you think that crying is a form of weakness?
I hope not I cry all the time
What is something that completely disgusts you?
Some of the things I hear about people...
Have you ever given up on something you really desired?
YEAHH
Which would be worse for you: having the relationship with the person you love most end immediately, or drifting slowly apart from this person, knowing that nothing can be done to stop it?
Drifting apart slowly :(

Your statistical chance of being murdered is 1 in 20,000. Does this scare you?
Nope
Do you believe once a cheater, always a cheater?
Yes
How many boyfriends have you had this year?
Er 
Whats the problem with you and the last person you kissed?
He was a c word hehe :)
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Similar but different 
Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I won't change for no onee
What was the last bad thing that happened to your phone?
IT KEEPS DAMN BREAKING!! :@:@

Pretty if the sun don't shine

Don't you know who you are? You're my shooting star
Now that I officially have asthma, I can't stop thinking about it. And when I think about it it's harder to breathee, but when I don't think about it I'm completely fine :)

I'm so stupid. Today was poo, only me Krust, Gee and Pooey were actually at school so YEAH rubbish but it was kinda nice to see what it's like to be in such a small group, kinda lonesome though don't know what I'd do without my nine awh luv dem